It’s been over 2 years and I still miss his face everyday! I miss everything about him! He was the kindest, gentlest soul I’ve ever known! I never knew I could be loved so much until I met him! Why our lives together were cut short was because of someone’s careless actions! That makes his death even harder to accept! Now that the legal battles are over, I’m trying my best to learn how to forgive. Not for them, but for myself. Before it consumes the rest of my days. This is the hardest, worst, most horrifying ordeal that I’ve ever endured. My goal is start being thankful for the time we had together. Instead of grieving the time we are never going to have. Holidays bring pain and sadness to the surface. Memories are flooding and you know chairs will be empty. I believe he is with me in Spirit everyday and this is what helps me to go on. I pray for peace not just for myself, but for everyone that has lost someone they love in a senseless, tragic way!